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EDAY All The Way
Mar. 15th, 2007
12:01 pm
The past 2 days have been amazing
and I needed it cos I have been working so much latley
DAY 1 (BLUE)
Amberly and I went to the Cartel/Cobra Starship/Boys Likes Girls/New Atlantic show in Williamsville, NY (Buffalo). Met with Jacob finally there too, which was sweet. Really nice guy, the whole band was rad, don't really remember all their names... Matt and Gio, the rest...no idea. Oh wait Chris, he can't be around cats, but we find that out on day 2.
So, We tried getting ahold of Gabe forever before the show, got nothing. But we ran into him at the show, he had changed his number due to his GF being crazy basically! Which we also find out about on Day 2.
Basically highlights so the story isn't long...
- drinking with Jake and watching Cartel
- drinking with 2 of the dudes in boys Likes Girls... (forget names)
- finding Gabe, and him not remembering me, then rememeber I was Erica, but had my last name wrong. (I am not Erica Tour) but i lvoe Gabe cos that's somethnig he would do.
- Going to Casino Niagara (USA) with Jake and Gabe and 2 other girls. Watched Gabe and Jake (Benjamin...haha) play poker. Gabe never stops talking at the tables... it's hilarious, and Jake who like never talked once at the tables!
- Watching Gabe lose $300 in one hand of poker!
- Almost crashing when driving Jake back to Freds where his band was staying.
- Gas attendant who asked "Are you paying inside" when we clearly already paid at the pump with Amberly's Visa.... I am still pissed about that!
Ok DAY 2 (RED)
Basically same thing but in Toronto at the Pheonix. Just a bunch of hanging out and drinking again. The New Atlantic dudes were going to crash at Amberly's but she has cats and Chris can't be around cats! So they went back to Buffalo to Freds.
Highlights
- drinknig with everyone again
- smoking pot with Gabe after the show (G.A.B.E. gonna get ya high!)
Jan. 31st, 2007
01:34 am - Back...
I am back from NYC, which I never announced I was even leaving on here
oh wells...
back to business here with my swimwear line, love life that stinks and acting
It's still hard almost a year after the break up
I think about him everyday
just we are on the same page and it sucks but that's life I guess.
I found someone on the same page, but is no where near close to me to see him when I want
but we are hanging out soon
so who knows
maybe that's life too!
Dec. 20th, 2006
02:47 am - Just Wow! Part 2....
So yeah that Mat dude I talked about in my last entry,
he disappeared
literally disappeared
We hung out every weekend (it was the only time our scheduals worked to hang out) and we partied with his friends, my friends, and everyone all together!
Then we hung out one weekend at his house, stayed in and watched movies and then I didn't hear from him every again
Until I texted him the othr day saying I wanted my hot new bikini back that I left at his place.
So he's bringing it to his work for me to pick up.
Man my life is turning into episode after episode of Sex & The City.
On another note I partied with Gabe of Midtown/Cobra Starship last Thursday, along with Amberly and Tom and it was fucking amazing! Raddest dude ever! Can't wait till the end of Jan to hang again in NYC!
Oct. 10th, 2006
01:38 pm - Just Wow!
I could not have had a more better weekend ever with a more better guy ever!
I am so happy how things worked out, cos I am unbelievably happy!
As some of you know, I met a boy, Mat (yes with 1 "t"), at the after party last Saturday for the West 49 Canadian Open.
Well guess what? He's fucking perfect!
We had our first official date (even though the Sunday after I met him we went and saw Jackass 2), but Saturday we went out for dinner at a really nice Italian resturant, which is my new fave italian resturant (and i even got to order a martini). Then I met his family and his dog Baily! haha!
His dog being named Bailey is sortof cute, cos my dog is named bailey as well, and they are both golden retrievers, just Mat's dog is female and my dog is male. CUTE!
Anyways so, then some of his friends came over, we drank and then went to this bar. Now i was the only girl with 6 guys, so i was put to work to help these guys find girls! Didn't work so well, so I stuck with drinking with Mat.
Then we leave, and a bunch of us go back to mat's and go lounging in the hot tub (I packed my bikini in advanced)and then we all crashed at mat's place.
It was super awesome and we spent the whole weekend together cos he also came to Amberly's 21st birthday on Sunday night and then a bunch of us crashed at my place after that party. Oh and he cooked all of us french toast in the morning! CUTE!
Then we spent all monday together and I stayed at his place Monday night again. Incredible... I am so stoked I met him. He makes me have butterflies in my stomach, but in a good way cos I'm just so happy again!
Aug. 23rd, 2006
09:04 am - Weed Whacking Sucks!
Dear Asshole Neighbour,
Thank you for deciding to Weed Whack your lawn at 7:30am this morning, cos I really wanted to be up that early, cock lord!
Love,
Erica "I hate 7:30am wake ups" Day
.ex.oh.
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crankyAug. 14th, 2006
12:04 pm - Dreams....
I can hardly ever remember any of my dreams,
yet apparently we all have about 8 dreams per night.
Well I finally remembered a dream so I came online and looked it up in a Dream dictionary.
My dream was bascailly that my ex and I got back together... here is what it said:
Ex
To dream about your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend or ex-husband/wife or that you and your ex got back together again, suggests that something or someone in your current life that is bringing out similar feelings you felt during the relationship with your ex. The dream may be a way of alerting you to the same or similar behavior in a current relationship. What you learn from that previous relationship may need to be applied to the present one so that you do no repeat the same mistake. Alternatively, past lovers often highlight the positive experiences you had with that person.
In particular, to see your ex-husband/wife in your dream, indicates that you are finding yourself in a situation that you do not want to be in. It suggests that you are experiencing a similar relationship or situation which makes you feel unhappy and uncomfortable.
Alternatively, seeing your ex in your dream also signifies aspects of yourself that you have x'd out or neglected
What's crazy is that it's true. Especially paragraph 2.. definetly unhappy and uncomfortable!
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curious02:01 am - thinking....
I still think about him everyday
and I miss him more with each passing day.
Am I insane for still feeling this way?
Am I insane to just want to hear his voice again?
I only wonder if he still thinks and misses me as much as I do him.
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blahJul. 27th, 2006
05:41 pm - The Drink
I went sea-dooing with Blaine today
and it was alot of fun
my day off started boring,
became fun
and is now ending boring again.
Jul. 19th, 2006
11:17 pm - Reasoning?
I beleive we meet different people in our lives for a reason,
reasons of friendship, love, loyalty, companionship, trust, pain, and so on, you get the drift.
But I beleive we also meet people for more then just feelings or friendships
I met the msot important girl in my life (Amberly) in such the oddest way
so odd that I would have never pictured us as close as we are now
but I just think there is a reason that our paths crossed, other then being able to spend all these emotions and feeling with her.
I think there is something we're suppose to be doing, i jsut don't nkow what
we are both creative and intelligent and enjoy the same things
maybe it's time to put our heads together and figure out what this is.
Also, I am still sick of the city and I hate my job. My manager got back from vacation and she's a cunt.. i know cunt is a harsh word, but it's true. CUNT!
curiousJul. 18th, 2006
09:22 pm - Miserable... Depressed... Ugh
So i have been noticing latly that I am really emotional in the morning
and by relaly emotional I mean I have been crying alot every morning.
I am jsut so sad and don't know what i am doing with my life
I am back to working retail since i am home,
I have been worknig retail since I was 16!
I am 22 now, I dont know what I am suppose to be doing.
A friend the other day asked me what my goals were
and I honestly thought about it
and could not think of 1 damn goal for myself.
I am just so depressed
I have a lump in my other boob now, so I am going to the doctors Friday
while I am there I am going to see if i can get some anti-depressants or something.
I can't sleep, I cry, I wake up, I cry, I think about life, I cry.
Leave work 4 hours early due to me crying during my whole shift.
Last year i was the most happiest i had ever been in my life, now it's totally opposite.
I hate this.
09:10 am - catsthatlooklikehitler.com
UH-MAZING!
www.catsthatlooklikehitler.com
Everyone must go!
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cheerfulJul. 17th, 2006
10:49 pm - He's Just Not That Into You...
if he uses the word "busy"
Hence like last night...
dude #1 (being the ex) "Sorry I never called on your birthday, I was busy"
dude #2 (being jsut as farly busy) Calls me on my birthday twice, wishes me a Happy Birthday both times and gives me a sweet fucking spa, gym and tanning package as a gift!
So as I was reading "He's Just Not That Into You" by Greg Behrendt... again I wanted to post a part of what I just read in the chapter, that falls under what I just said above...
"I'm about to make a wild, extreme and severe relationship rule: The word 'busy' is a load of crap and is most often used by assholes. The word 'busy' is the relationship Weapon of Mass Destruction. It seems like a good excuse, but in fact, in every silo you uncover, all you're going to find is a man who didn't care enough to call. Remember: Men are never too busy to get what they want."
This is beleive is soooooo fucking true, and yet that wasn't the first time in our now-friendship-use-to-be-relationship that he used the 'busy' card.
Thank you Greg Behredt for writing this book. it's my bible and i honestly will read it every 6 months at the most just to refresh my judgement of knowing if a dood is or was ever into me.
Erica Day
p.s. I am only on chapter 2, so there maybe be more of these posts.
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disappointedJul. 13th, 2006
10:15 pm - Wow I Didn't See It...
It totally makes sens enow as to why he hasn't talked to me the way he usually does
and I got myself so bummed for it
Ugh personal blogs are amazing, cos they make me understand what he is thinking and doing.
I'll keep beleiving!
<3
Jul. 7th, 2006
02:47 pm - The Best Birthday Ever....
Best Birthday ever
and I have to thank my girls, TBS and Angels & Airwaves for it all!
Pre-Birthday leading to Birthday night
Amberly, Emma-Lee and I go to MOD to see TBS and Angels & Airwaves
I get put on tv cos it's my birthday the next day
Matt Bable and I talk about how I was in Buffalo recently partying with bands
then we go to a video i requested, which was "Rough Landing Holly" by Yellowcard
I love that song and video
Very Run lola Run-esq
Then we go to the show at the Molson Amp.
Amberly has gueslist through Atticus clothing
Emma-lee has more Guestlist under Eddie of TBS
So we get rid of the extra ticket and go in.
Floor tickets too
Get in, watch some Head Automatica, which made my fucking life complete
Then sortof watch some Angels & Airwaves
Then We got our passes and stood on side stage for TBS
Only the 3 of us. it was fucknig amazing.
We danced like crazy the whole time.
So after we hang upstairs
have some of Tom Delong's Corona's curtosy of Tom!
hang out, party with everyone, catch up on a week of events,
since we saw everyone last week in Buffalo
Meet Dave of Angels and Airwaves, who is a fucknig sweetheart
Everyone leaves, we go out with them and hang out by the busses.
Then it's finally my 22nd Birthday
I get kisses from Angels & Airwaves Dave, there crew memebers, Jimmie of Atticus and of course my girls!
Also talked to TBS's tech guy cos in Buffalo he threw a ball at us, so i confronted him on it, and then so did Amberly. Good times!
So yeah our lives are fucking awesome!
9 days till more partying at Edgefest!
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energeticJul. 1st, 2006
05:35 pm - Birthday Wish List...
So my Birthday Wish List is alot less of stuff then last year.. it's mainly cd's this year.
- "Dusk and Summer", Dashboard Confessional
- "Louder Now", Taking Back Sunday
- "Tell All your Friends", Taking Back Sunday (I lost my first copy!)
- "Lights and Sounds", Yellowcard
- "We Don't Need to Whisper", Angels and Airwaves
- "Almost Here", The Academy Is...
- Ticket to Warped Tour Buffalo
- Ticket to Warped Tour Barrie
- Ticket to Pink (yes I love PINK!)
- Ticket to Brand New (since it's sold out)
- Ticket to Foo Fighters
Umm I think that's it.... and maybe money since I have no job and need gas money to get to some of these shows.
Erica Day
p.s. Beer is good too for a present!
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dorkyJun. 28th, 2006
12:23 am - Bad Thing?
Is it a bad thing if I have spent alot of my day thinking about a this amazing guy who has had a girlfriend for 3 years?
ugh!
Jun. 27th, 2006
04:17 pm - Things are Great!
As much as I have had a shitty situation these past 2 months, i can honestly say the past 2 weeks of my life have been utterly amazing and full of so much good times and joy and i am so happy!
I have my family and my friends (THE TRIPOD) to thank for alot of it. Also new friends along the way! Sean you mean the world to me now, and I will never stop talking to you.
So let's recap what's be sooooo fun...
MMVA after parties!
1st party was sortof shitty
We saw:
Mobile
The Much VJ's who got booted
Nick Lachey walk by with 6 body guards!
2nd Party at the Courthouse
We Saw:
Rhianna
Zac the Judge of Canadian idol
Little Sunday
Yellowcard
Fall out Boy
Howie from BSB
Amy from Evanesence
Nick Lachey again with 6 body guards
So let's talk about the 2nd party...
Walked around saw people then saw Fall Out Boy,
I end up talking to Patrick majority of the night
Emma-lee used Pete as a leaning post to take off her heels and she never even met him
Amberly and Emma-Lee talked to Andy
Then Howie from BSB walks by Emma-Lee and I and waits at the end of the hall staring at us
Then I go to smoke and patrick thinks I'm leaving, I tlel him I am just gonig to smoke
Then Sean Mackin of Yellowcard says something (I am drunk at this point)and I tell him i hope he is not with patrick when I come to talk to Patrick.
Sure enough he is, I tlak to Patrick, FOB leaves, The Tripod ends up hanging with some of the Yellowcard dudes!
So Sean buys us all drinks, body shots are going off my boobs, I'm wasted.
We all go back to Seans hotel, watch the Family Stone
Amberly, Emma-Lee, Sean and I all pass out in his bed in the Presidents Suite... huge bed.
Wake up, get Seans number and we go home.
Then it just so happens Yellowcard is playing Edgefest buffalo, so Sean gets us All Access passes for that!
Oh I forgot to mention Sean is the sweetest guy I have EVER EVER EVER met in my life!
No joke honestly sweetheart and a half!
Ok so now for Buffalo Edgefest
**All Access Passes**
Hang out on Yellowcard Tour Bus throughout the day
Jared Leto talks to us outside coming back from the store! <3
See the ex, chat for 5 minutes
Seen my boys in Halifax.. I was so excited to see them again because I hardly get the chance
Watch most of the bands play, 30 Seconds, Hawthorn Heights, Anberlin, Halifax
Watch Yellowcard and TBS on the side stage, sweetest views ever of both shows!
Then it all ended after TBS
Then everyone goes to the bar down the street, mad partying going down
Yellowcard drummer trys to flirt with me, Seans saves me
Stephen on Anberlin is all about Amberly all night... or should I call him Sparticus!!! Yikes!
Emma-lee gets a Martini from the guitarist of TBS
Amberly chit-chats with Adam of TBS
He was wearing a team Awesome shirt and I fucking love to call us Team Awesome!
Talk to a whole bunch of people good times
and now we have All Access passes for Taking Back Sunday and Angels & Airwaves July 5th!
The day before my birthday so it's gonig to be a fucknig party for me!
I am soo stoked, everything has been fucking great.
Then there's the AFI shows, but I'll talk about them in another psot cos this is long!
Thanks a bunch girls, you are my light, my insight and my spirits! I love you both and more kick ass times coming soon!
Erica Day
.ex.oh.
cheerfulJun. 19th, 2006
06:40 pm - The Reults Are In...
So I finally got the results from my breast Ultra Sound
It turns out it's nothing serious, but it is a tumor
and I have to go back to get another Ultra Sound in October
Other then that, the MMVA after parties were great!
Made great new friends and had a great time with my ladies!
Jun. 12th, 2006
12:55 pm - Today's the day
So today I got for my Ultra Sounds for my lump in my breast
Sortof anxious jsut to find out what it is..
but this is what i hope it is:
Yes I hope one of those babies from Alien pops out of my breast, it'd be fucknig sweet.
but not really.
And I know I should probably be taking this seriously,
but I have sat on this seriously for the past month of my life
and it's time for me to be me again!
EDAYYYYYYYY
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anxiousJun. 7th, 2006
12:17 am - Doctor, Doctor
So I honestly dont remember who I have and haven't told...
because when I talk to people about it I think they already know and they never did,
so I figured I'd jsut say it on here and then anyone can sortof find out
and it beats me having to talk/write out everything over and over.
about a month ago I found a lump in the side of my breast
went to the doctors, she said wait 10 days,
I came back 3 weeks later cos I was in Myrtle Beach for 2
I still had the lump, so I went back to my doctor
and now I go for an ultra sound on this upcoming Monday.
So that's it, sorry if I forgot to tell anyone
but I honestly lsot track of who i had told
and I figured I had told everyone close to me by now.
Anyways I'll keep it updated after Monday with the news of it all.
Erica Day
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